People Can Change or What’d My Horse Do to You?
Before my accident and had the gift of mediumship bestowed on me, my favorite saying was, “Fuck you and the horse you rode in on!” I really didn’t like people and just loved my horses. Then I was introduced to this new concept of “Unconditional Love,” by my guides and angels. Not only was I skeptical of such a term, even though I’d heard it mentioned many times in the bible, I had no plans to learn it.
Then I was told by my guides and angels that I had to master it to evolve my soul. Which didn’t mean much to me in the beginning of my journey, because I had many friends in heaven and hell and wouldn’t be lonely when I passed away.
Then I learned two things that shook me to the core. There is no hell (but different levels in heaven) and there is a thing called reincarnation that the Hindus, Buddhist, Kabbalist and Early Christians believed in until about 503 AD when you would be sentenced to death for believing. I’m just planting the seed here. It took me years of study and investigation to believe there may be something to this reincarnation business. Somehow that was easier to believe in, than I would ever master unconditional love. So I am a staunch believer in reincarnation and realize that I will have to keep coming back until I master this unconditional love thing. Screw my luck!
Number one, I know I’m not going to master it in this life. But, God I’m trying! The first step in learning unconditional love was to replace the word hate out of my vocabulary. Don’t get me wrong, there are a lot of people I don’t like. But, once you start eliminating hate from your vocabulary, you can replace it with respect. Like, I can understand why you are so screwed up and don’t have the sense that God gives to an ant, but I respect that you are a living being and should have the same chance to learn your life lessons as I have.
You’ve got to understand that was a major leap for me. I may have saved my self four or five reincarnations getting to that point in my evolution of my soul. Mutual respect is a cousin of unconditional love. I don’t agree with you. I don’t agree with most people, but I respect the path you are walking and hope you learn the things you are seeking (aka the earth lessons your guides and angels have laid out for you.)
We expect everybody to be as logical or illogical as us, but we are all on different paths and different schedules. You’d think your parents and older siblings would have mastered more than you at this stage, but you are the oldest soul in your family group. How long would you hold a grudge against a two-year-old child that broke your most precious pocession? You wouldn’t because they don’t know any better. Just like the people closest to you. You think they should, but they are on a different path.
If they are family, all you can do is love them and hope they learn the lessons to advance their soul. Love them even for all the terrible things they did to you? You wouldn’t be the person you are today if it haven’t been for what we have experienced. Yeah we’re a little fucked up! But, now we know we are and we are on the path to correct what we don’t like about ourselves!
So if you can love your screwed up family, we are just a few steps away from learning forgivness and unconditional love for others throughout the world, who are teaching us lessons, the good, bad and ugly, to evolve our souls. Just think about it. Unconditional love! Ok, let’s be serious. I know I’m not going to master forgivness and unconditional love in this lifetime. But, I’m making progress. I’ve made a serious start. And that’s all we can do right now. I forgive you for what you’ve done and what you will do and hope that you can forgive me. It’s a start.