Why? God, Jesus, Buddha…
So me I’m ok with God. I can’t even begin to wrap my head around the Great Spirt, just like I can’t wrap my head around infinity and the infinity of stars and other planets with living life forms, let’s just say I believe in an almighty.
I’m ok with Jesus being the son of God and living an example of how we should live our lives 2,000 years ago. I believe Buddha and many others is one of the greatest teachers of humanity ever.
I believe God and everyone on the other side love you unconditionally and they do care what happens to you. Just know they are not responsible for what happens to you and your actions.
You picked this life. You picked how you would look and the choices you would be drawn to. You already had a personality and you have some experienced teachers and mentors that helped you plan this life.
You have free will, but’s it’s in your DNA the choices your will make, such as how you react to different individuals that you meet along your path. Your guides and angels know everything, future included, whether you would choose Coke or Pepsi.
With their guidance, you picked who you would be born to (usually someone in your soul group) and how you would die or the date of your death, so others in your family (soul group of family and friends) would learn the most to evolve their souls and life lessons.
You get in trouble, screw up and make bad decisions in this life. It’s not God’s doing. Sometimes your guides and angels let you get hurt to learn valuable lessons. Sometimes it was of your own planning before your birth. Other times it’s because of our ego.
You can do bad things, it’s your choice to do good. It’s hard enough for your guides, angels or your higher self (whom some people believe is really our guides) to keep us from sticking a knife in the power socket every day, figuratively speaking.
Some day you will have all of the answers. Give yourself some credit and don’t be so hard on yourself in the meantime. Don’t ask God or anybody on the other side, why they didn’t intervene. There is a big plan and you will know everything one day. It’s going to be hard, but always try to do good. You’ll feel really good that you did in the afterlife!